Obsession.

"I have OCD (Obessive Compulsive Directioner)"- Khidmah


Some of you guys probably already get what i was talking but some of you guys probably kinda like " what the heck is he talking about?"
Hm i am actually talking about a the new British boy band, One Direction. And directioner means a 1D's fan-obviously. And im kinda pround to calll myself a Directioner.

"OMG! ONE DIRECTION'S BOYS ARE SO CUTE, GORGEOUS AND GOODLOKING AND BLA BLA BLA" 


Some of peoples probably will get me wrong cause i went fanboy-ing this band....
Let me get things straight, I AM STRAIGHT AND I LIKE IT THAT WAY.

"BUT YOU LIKE THEM...? YOU ARE A GUY.........."


I know im a guy and there's just thousands of reason why i called myself a Directioner.
First, theyre so talented and theyre song are really good.

(Peoples thoughts: Cliche kinda way of answer....)


I dont get it why peoples will judged me just because i went fanboy-ing over those lads. I mean check out the BELIEBERS, there are tons of males Belieber that in fact Niall Horan which is one of the member of the One Direction is also one of the BELIEBER! Why i cant be a male Directioner? You guys should know that i never been this dedicated to any other artist or band or group or whatever before.


Told to be truth THEY ARE REALLY TALENTED!
The reasons why i like them is because the relationship between all of them and how they really cares for eachother like a brotherhood.

They are also undeniably cute, ADORABLE.
Though that one of them are actually same age with me, they have this kind of.. hm, Charm? yeah, charm that makes them looks so younger like they are so gonna stay FOREVER YOUNG. (okay i should really stop hesitate)

Then the other reason why i like them is because they actually got so much thing in common like me.
Like liam, he was always skipped school because trying to avoid by his haters in his class and he always wish to have a older brothers.
SAME GOES TO ME.
Like Zayn, he'll somehow bites his lower lips everytime he's nervous/scared.
SAME GOES TO ME.
Like Louis, he loves stripes.. he loves carrots.. he's a really messy type of guy..
SAME GOES TO ME.
Like Harry, he's a CURLY-HAIR BOY, he loves potatoes.. and he has four tits
SAME GOES TO ME except for the 4 tits cause i only have two LOL
And Lastly, like Niall he loves food more than everything!! NANDOS-LOVERS!
SAME GOES TO MEEEEEH! :D

And the last reason why i loves One Direction and proud to call myself as a Directioner is because they are absolutely AMAZAYN, BRILLIAM, PHENOMINIALL, EXTRAORDINAHARRY AND FABOLOUIS!

I love One Direction! I hearts Liam Payne, Louis Tomlinson, Niall Horan, Zayn Malik and Harry aka Hazza Styles!xxxxxxx

I thinks that's all. Thanks for reading.
TAKE A DEEP BREATH AND BE A DIRECTIONER.

Sincerely, Alfiq :)xx 

KEEP ON DREAMING, DAY DREAMER.

Loves and lifes

Hello bloggers. Fuh finally.
Felt like yesterday i was here, typing my thoughts on my blogs.
Last time i blog was like a few months ago which is before my dad took away my laptop.
I was old story. Its a new time.

Okay Lets get back where i was suppose to be. Uh huh back to my story.
ITS NEW YEAR.

DAHHH,ITS 14 JANUARY NOW AND YOURE STILL TALKING ABOUT NEW YEAR?! SO OUT  OF TREND 


Whatever, Hahha
"NEW YEAR, NEW STUFFS"

That's what ive saw all day long on my Facebook and Twitter last two weeks.
New years story.
But its diffrent for me.
This new year stuff means a lot to me.
Well you can say " OF COURSE I WANT NEW STUFFS, Who doesnt for real?"

I dont ( OKAY THAT'S A BIG FAT LIE ) Lol
Okay, I want new stuffs and new HABITS and of course new MEMORIES
I wanna throw all the bad memories and habits.
I hate em.

SO HOW WAS YOUR 'NEW YEAR' SO FAR? *paris hilton voice*


It when well so far. I found someone who feels how i feels.
Get it? No?? Okay. LOL
Hm i found someone whose her name is Siti Shahira and now she's like so-my-BFF-forever
She basicly through all what ive been through so yeah, she totally understands me well.
Not forget to mention that she's really nice. She cares about all her friends.
I LOVE YOU :')

And also to others BFF Zahrahtullail, Luqman Yusni, Putera, Azam Syahin and others.

ANY LAST WORDS?


Bye?
Lol no.
Hm i wanna thanks to all my friends who have been encourage and inspirited me a lot this 2011 year. 2011 had given me a lot of experiences. Bad and good ones. Just so all people know, 2011 are definitely one of my best year. TENTENTEN *making ultraman sound*
ANDDD THE BEST YEAR AWARD GOES TOOOOOOOOOOOO

TWO THOUSAND AND ELEVEEEEEEEEEEN!!


*Claps and applause sounds everywhere*

So that is all for now. Hope you enjoyed reading. And thanks for reading :-)

Alfiq,xx

Thoughts

Whoa its been like ages since the last time i update my blog. Long time.
There is this one thing  actually i wanna talk which is i supposed to talk a long ago but i dont really have a nerve , guts to talk. Well it was kinda more because i listened to my mom before . Its over now. I dont really knows why i should listen to my mom now.
  Dear dad,
 Like my moms always told me, let past be a past, let it be.
 Its past now. I mean it have to be by now.
I know your probably be reading my blog by now, well good, cause that's perfectly i wanna to happen.
Imagine 15 years living with you, we all beenve hurt by you. Living in someking of pathetic way.
Well i know you think you did whats best for us, but you dont.
You hurt us. All of us. Look, like 6 months ago, you bought me a laptop lafter like ages ive begging for it.
then what happened? You took it back and sold it. Dont blame me on what ive said cause all of it are true, youre the one who text up my brother.
 Dad, as of us both know, we never really likes each other. We kept hurting each other since i was really young. Mom told me you were never likes me. Its okay, i get it.
Dad, this whole exprience living with you were so.. sucks. I always get hurt. We all were always get hurt.
Dad, thanks for taking care me for all this time. Thanks for spending your time with me.
And sorry id hurt your feelings. Take care Dad.

Your used-to-be son, Alif.

10 years from Now...

10 years from now?
College? Boarding school? or pearhap working?
hmm or maybe dress up fancy and then go out with your freinds - having funs at the mall?
Common-thinking of teens this day. Just sayin.

Well for me?
I wanna starts off with a small job like working at some bookstore or maybe bakery while waiting for my results.
Just for a while until...
Until i go for auditioning for Steward role.
Big word huh? Big stuff too.
I hope im qualified enough. I HOPE. Except for the height. My current height are 175 and i have to to gain 10 cm more and then im qualified enough.
If im not qualified? well perhaps im going to continues studying at the cooking school and then im gonna be a Pastry Chef. MY DREAM JOB EVER. And then years later im gonna have my own cafe / bakery at NY. Muahehehe. Lol

Hmm i made Dorayaki lately so here's a photos of it.

Or perhap im gonna get back to my Photographying stuffs. Imagine .. in ten years im a Chef in the same time a photographer. Lol Day dreamer much.

Whatever right? Its all about me. My future and i already saw it coming my way.
Anyway, im gonna ask you a question..
What will you be doing in next ten years?

X,Alfiq

Mean Guy.

Its been a while.. well since ive last updated my blogs which is like a few months ago. Lame-me.
Whatever.
Well Spm is just around the corner and im kinda like preparing for it now. KINDA.
What can i say? Im just too lazy.
Plus there are too much distractions.

Okay, how's life? Life been've great lately. Okay bullshit that. IM NOT OKAY LATELY.
Well, life's been such a disastreous but better than months before.
My dad just gave back my laptop, Ive got a new pair of shoes that i really wants, i finally talks back with my brother. Better than before aight? I can say that.

hmm when i watchedall my old photos back, reminds me a lot to Lindsay Lohan in the Mean Girls. Same! Definitely. Cruel, backstabber, Mean,

Well thats my point, that was me. WAS. Ive changed a lot.
I kinda thankful with my life aight now. no more fights.
Well i may lost something now but in that process of losing , i gains so much more new things.

Thanks to all off my friends that been supporting me lately.. Couldn't even make it w/o you guys. Thanks :')

That's all i guess for now. Good bye and thanks for reading.

 Alfiq,x

SPM!!!!!!

46 days to go.. and i didnt read anything yet. Im deadd.