Sunday, August 14

B-I-P-O-L-A-R

Hey guys, im here again. Talking about myself. So today im gonna talk about Bipolar. After i googled aout bipolar defination and this is what i got :

"A mood disorder sometimes called manic-depressive illness or manic-depression that characteristically involves cycles of depression and elation or mania."
So im gonna tell you how ive found out that i have bipolar. 

It was all starts with Demi Lovato's interview video. She starts to tell about how did her get bipolar and the symptoms . And i was shocked when i knows that ive probs with all the symptoms. This all explained why ive been a lil deppressed lately . Some of the readers might like dont wanna talks to me after ive posted this but i dont care and i dont even Fucking cares cause im not confirm that i has bipolar cause I havent went for a check up yet .

So here's a few symptoms tht ive foun online :

*Felling sad, hopeless or empty - CHECKED
*Irratability - CHECKED
*Inability to experience plessure -CHECKED
*Fatigue or loss energy - CHECKED
*Physical and Mental slugginesh -  CHECKED
*Appitite and weight changed -  CHECKED
*Sleep Problems -  CHECKED
*Concentration or memory problems - CHECKED
*Feeling worthlessness and  guilt - CHECKED
*Thoughts of deaths and suicide - CHECKED

and thats all the symptoms and ive it all. Think im creep , Okay fine. I believed im not the only one teenage who suffering this disease. Well if you think im lying and making stories, you can read all my past post, ive been depressed a lot. Probably no one gonna read his cause no one cares about me. NO ONE.

Well ive been talking non-sense , i mean typing. Thanks for reading my post and i didnt created this post just to get some attention or sympathic from peeps but im just so worried about a big upcoming exam that im gonna be sitting on and ive no one to talked to , so im expressed it all here .

Kbye , ciaos
Alfiq