here i am accompany by a glass of hot milk by my side
and tv noises behind my back,
trying to get inspire to write for my new post.
Im trying to remember when's actually the last time i actually got my own laptop time..
welli dont know remember,
all i know it was really long long time ago.
Mm-hm to be honest, there's so much things going on lately.
New crush (braces, according to who knows it/ whom. obviously 'it' wears a braces and have a really really attractive smile!)
Dont let me start on this. Hahaha im starting now.
It was a couple months ago, when 'braces' came to store im working with, Subway. Oh my goodness, im trying so hard not to make things so obvious here that im using 'it' and 'braces' to describe my crush. Let the question mark flows with it.
Okay back to the story, 'braces' came, buying some sandwiches.
It was really hard to describe how i felt that time, somehow the feeling just attached, right away.
(ehem commercial break, it was lady Gaga songs:marry the night on MTV)
I know some says im just being a kinda "perasan" lol i forgot the word.
This 'braces' are really really really really really attractive that 'it' face looks sort of eurasian, chinese thingy.
SINCE I GOT THOSE BIGGEST CRUSH ON BRACES, I TOLD ALL THE OTHER STAFFS TO BACK OFF. Enough with caps lock. I took braces' order all the time.
Braces somehow knows i got a crush on 'it'. (SEE?! Im hiding something. 'IT')
Braces somehow plays along with this, those smile, hm everything about braces actually kills me everytime.
BRACES ARE TOO PERFECT. The accents AHHHHH
Here's some hints; AIRASIA. Thats the only thing i can tell right now.
*evil laughs nonstop
Until i accidentally saw something on braces' wallet....
a photo................
which i dont really like.......
Braces are in relationship. (So that i think. How do i know, DUHH common sense lah"
it was the end of my world LOL
No it wasnt. I must be a fool if it is.
Braces kept on coming. And still, plays along. i wasnt so much interested.
But the feeling was undeniable, it was so strong that even im trying so hard not to bother it, it kills me, literally. It really does.
That one day, the day i was off, my off day. Braces came. You see, braces' working. DANG another hint, youre nearly there people.
Braces came, and i was off, braces was looking for me, according to my work mate..
So here's the conversation; *rewinding tape sounds like*
Staff 1: hello there, is this all? Anything else for you?
Braces: ( As attractive as braces sounds like) hm nothing else, that would be all. Thanks. (Attractive smiles insert here)
And then continues;Hm i was wondering where that boy, yea?
(Well look, the whole store knows i got a crush on this one aye?)
Staff 1: Hm which one yea?
Braces: The one whose serves me all the time?
Staff 1: Hm doesnt ring a bell. Which one really (Still playing the game)
Braces: The malay one? Hmhm tall, cute, good-looking, good talker and eurasian look alike?
(well i made up the whole lines)
Staff 1: Oh that one! (Finally) he's on leave today. Why? Whats up? *giving it a suspicious look
Braces: Oh oh, no-nothing really nothing. Thanks anyway. *and leaves and dine in for about a hour and a half. (waiting for me i think lol)
So thats the whole summary about me and braces complicated kind of crush relationship.
As about me? im doing really that the fact that ive actually gained so much weight and i dont know its because of paranoia or its real.....
And i also boosted up my level confident as now i am really talking english ALL THE TIME.
Its fun to be truth. To be wrong sometimes, who cares. Im learning.
As i heard before; To learn is the purpose of living in this world.
British accent? Everyone believes it. Afterall im not a just a normal malay guy huh?
Sometime i lied saying my blue are real and im a eurasian. Everyone buys it. Good actor here.
There's lots of up and down, the normal life of a teen aye?
Fights, emotionals time, lonely, the need of new cloths, extra money, and new gadgets in markets everywhere. Everything is just tempting in whole kind of way, really. Jealousy, all those teen stuffs,
Duhh anywhere i also bought a new smartphone, a android, the purpose of my daily instagram addiction. Follow me! See the instagram badge on the left column? yes press that. And you'll find mine :B
Anyway, i'd spent nearly two hours now on this lousy laptop.
Its really time for me to do some customization on the layout since i dont really have any other time.
So cheers and see ya in another post! Good night and tight sleep
*some of the words/statement might not or might be true. Lol ( too much lol)
Love always,
Alfiq zachary