Back To School .

Back to school , its now 11 september and im back to school again . I was in school but my heart was'nt there . I went to school but my heart did'nt . I left it at home . Since i was 16 , a few months after my parents divorce and i moved in Shah Alam , i does'nt have a spirit to do anything . You might saw me smile , laughed , giggled , like im okay . Actually im not . I pretend to be okay . Deep inside me , i was really hurt . My parent's divorcement cause it . I'm not in a good condition with my father , so i after he left my mom , i was so happy cause he can't dominate  or control me anymore . 

But i was totally wrong ,

Eventhought i doesnt really like him , a still need a father . A family without a father is just incomplete . I kept what ive feeling for so long . I thought im gonna be okay soon . But it was hopeless , i didnt get better but worse . I thought im the only noticed it , actually all peoples around me sense it . Especially my mom . She never said it , but i know she sense it . I can see it in her looks , the way she talks . 

Im so sorry ive dissapointed you Mom ...

But i already woke up from my dream . 

And im ready to fights back .

And prove to all peoples , that what they think and said about me is WRONG .

Im here , promise to struggle all my hearts and all my best .

Like the teachers said 

"Its not to late , Its only to late to those who already give up now "

Thanks to all my friends  :- BE STRONG !

Sincerely ,

Alfiq